All that happened has left a deep wound. I never imagined everything would happen like this. Because I really never expected this to happen. In fact, I really did not want it to happen.
Now you have ignored everything. You have given a wound that made these tears drip. I do realize that not as long as what is owned will always be owned. That is naturally the case and that is the nature of life. Everything that is possessed is only temporary and slowly the objects will disappear in the time and death.
But the way you disappear and go from my side is completely unacceptable to my common sense. Repeatedly I kept trying to maintain it well. Even though I knew too many times I was hurt. I don’t know what to say because I can’t forget you. I can’t leave you once in my living space.
Even if you slowly behave so I stay away from you. It’s so hard for my heart to give up all this. Because releasing you is something very heavy. I like releasing half the lives in my body. My love is very big for you, just let me feel it. Even though I keep trying to attract your attention.
You will always remain in my heart because my waiting is only for you. Read and listen to the groaning of my heart that sounds through the carving of silent sentences. I love you so much, only you want me and I hope you will be the only one forever.
How should I return to shout and voice all my heart to you. I just want you. Even if this becomes a problem for you, then I must be more aware of what you treat me. However, my hope is that we don’t hate each other.
I really can’t feel this. I was so lonely and felt a deep longing. Well, I have to be able to reach your love. My dreams are increasingly incarnated in the hope of having you.